snippets and thoughts and stuff what i wrote

Sunday, February 28, 2016

MadVerse Prompt: lost in the wind/ beautifully tragic/sad/ not for me/ unreciprocated/unretuned

chimera dreams
not beautifully tragic just sad
I was all for you but you were not for me
unreciprocated
now, too clear, I see
the tears which blurred finally lost in the wind
a vision unreturned, unrealized
was not a prophecy



Thursday, February 25, 2016

MadVerse Prompt:bridge of glass/chasing light/of mist & moonglow/from flicker to flame

like crossing a bridge of glass in the rain
is chasing love's light from flicker to flame
hoping a heart of mist & moonglow yet will sustain
me all the same if my efforts should be in vain
& love ne'er know my name

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

c word

hope metastasized
exponentially
how lucky then
your toxicity
my chemotherapy
curing me
by poisoning

Monday, February 22, 2016

MadlyWylde Prompt:dangerous state/reckless logic/touch of abandon/bewitched tango

on this exceptionally high wire
in this dangerous state of desire
all it takes is your touch and
a touch of abandon
to send me spiraling
in a bewitched tango
of reckless logic & wanton passion
a dance of longing to arouse
more than discretion allows


Wednesday, February 17, 2016

MadVerse Prompt: diamonds from ashes/gold from straw/unlikely miracles/the stories we tell

collecting and compressing
hopeful ceaseless pressure
will create diamonds from ashes
a year so far spent spinning for unlikely miracles
trying to draw gold from straw with these paltry poems,
the stories we tell to make the personal universal

in hopes that someone reads this love
and finds more
in hopes that someone reads this loneliness
and finds less
in hopes that someone reads these words
and finds me

Monday, February 15, 2016

WyldeVerse Prompt: raw with love

you peel back my layers, pull apart the fabric of me
exquisitely scalpeled through down to my heart
I, raw with love, incapacitated, can only hope you are
no squeamish surgeon to leave me open on the table
unfinished exposed vulnerable bleeding dying
as you wash your hands of me
and sterilized, walk away

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Anti Valentine's Day poem

I would that he had loved me
Never did he care
He gave me music beautiful 
But his heart was never there 
And to find his true love left me
In my heartache and despair 
I should have known it would be thus
Who said life is fair?

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

MadVerse Prompt:storm and tempest/dive deeper/wave after wave/ocean of dreams

an ocean of dreams
boat beautifully
prowed & proud
captained by one
who could not weather
the thought of rough weather
suggestion of storm
and tempest on the horizon
convinced him
the sun would shine no more
wave after wave
overwhelmed his mind
though not the boat
still overboard I'm thrown
not content to tread water
and wait for the sharks
I dive deeper past nightmare
searching for Atlantis


Monday, February 08, 2016

MadVerse Prompts: maudlin lips/forlorn hands/abandoned eyes/sentimental sadness

listen no more with static buzzed ears
my love song sentimental sadness
sung with maudlin lips drips
like teardrops from abandoned eyes
wiped away by forlorn hands
worrying each note like a rosary
to tune jangled on a broken organ
stops all pulled and asthmatic
hunting for the wind to sing
absolution or transcendence or release

Thursday, February 04, 2016

MadVerse Prompt: instinctive reaction / self-defense / intuitive leap

no intuitive leap to see how it would be
I knew you better than you thought
but still not well enough to protect me
my emotions for you always too intense
my chest bursting with love and pain
my instinctive reaction suddenly self-defense
not because I hated you, but I hated hurting
I'd laid myself bare and raw
I was bleeding while you were flirting
the person who cares the least wins, they say
some day it will be me, just not that day

Tuesday, February 02, 2016

MadVerse Prompt: sorrow's hold / an eternal rain / laid to rest

sorrow's hold on you can no more hold you
untethered from earth and laid to rest
I know you watch me still for your tears still fall
an eternal rain from the heavens

I miss you too

Monday, February 01, 2016

MadVerse Prompt: new beginings/every morning/rays of sunlight/shine on my soul

new beginings shine on my soul
every morning that I wake next to you
I am lit up by the rays of sunlight
that emanate from your sleepy smile
bringing glorious dawn to my darkness
and heralding the end of the longest night