snippets and thoughts and stuff what i wrote

Thursday, October 22, 2020

Sam

hollow 
is my heart 
as i 
wonder why 
the fucking sky
won't start
to weep 
an admonition at the fates
in somber recognition
of the wretched devastation 
and universal harm
in the loss of such a man;
of such kindness, grace, and charm;
at the emptiness of space
where this gentle giant stood.
on stage and page he towered,
he made the mediocre good
and the good, he made divine
with an eruditely crafted line.
had setbacks, but never soured.
instead he softly chuckled 
at some dirty joke
then took it only as he could
to make an eloquent bon mot.
authentic, real, and raw;
he knew what others did not know.
he saw what others never saw.
he made a symphony of words
and he played it for us all
as we would raptly listen
in adoration and in awe.
i listen for his echos
in the chasms of my grief.
that he is gone 
is so unjust
it beggars belief.




Tuesday, October 13, 2020

twenty twenty

the world unfocused
tenuous at best we guess at the rest

days pass in spectacle smudge haze
and yet we stumble forward fazed

no time to stop and clean the lens
lest the monster keeping pace behind
creeps closer till its breath upon our necks 
to devour us before our time

so feet serve as sight and set a pace
towards deliverance or desolation

the race begun 
must be run 

soda haiku

bubbles on my lips
the tiny root beer kisses
remind me of you

Wednesday, September 30, 2020

not equivalent, unequivocal

if all you heard
was shouting

but did not see
the difference
between

standing for
and standing up

versus

"stand back"
and "stand by"

and if somehow
you think that one
is much the same
as the other

then I don't know what
you think

but I do wonder if


Saturday, June 27, 2020

a weird hill to die on

to hate all that you see
and fear all you cannot see
must be exhausting

to direct your anger
at a ten inch square
and two elastic loops

to value individualistic obstinacy 
over compassion
over community

why?
your coffin will be 
lonely enough 

Sunrise song

there’s a cacophony
as I rise
pops and cracks
grunts and sighs
from knees and neck
and toes and back
percussion steps forward
as melody steps back
in middle age
morning song
the tympani
is loud and strong